New poster here but read some posts. I really would like know what you guys think of this.
My boyfriend was drunk, I put a blindfold on him and went down to give him a blow job. Usually he is quiet but he was making a lot of noise, moving around a lot. He started to move his butt up, I could see his anus hole, eww, he grabbed my hand and obviously wanted me to put my finger in his butt. I did and I was so turned off by this! he then got lube and put it on my finger! what the hell! I had to stop and told him it was a turn off. He seemed okay with that and tried put blindfold on me but the moment was lost for me as I was freaked out.
He told me after he never done it before and was embarrassed but when giving him blow jobs before he said I had touched near his butt area and he said it felt nice.
I am so scared for some reason of having a boyfriend who turns out to be gay. You read the stories and I do not want be that woman. He is my first relationship so I do not know wherever I should be worried? He had a gay friend before and been to gay pubs. He has always been in relationships with women and we have sex frequently and I know he is attracted too me but still? should I b worried?