Hello there
I've been with this guy for 4 months. I know, it's not long, but we were really in love. He was 25 and I was 21.
I was his first gf. We were getting along just fine until one day. It was the day after we 'celebrated' our 4 months of being together.
I was having some troubles at home and I really needed someone just to tell me that it's going to be fine.
So I texted him (we were living in different towns), told him what it's about and that I need a good word or two.
He started asking me about my problem and I told him. I see now that this is what I did wrong, but I'm that type of a person. I
won't lie or mask the truth. I had a funny feeling about his last message that day.
The next day, he texted me that he doesn't want to see me again, he changed his mobile number and that was it.
I was devastated. I couldn't understand how could he end something that was going on so well. How can he change
his feelings in one day?
I had doubts on whether to send him an e-mail or not, but my friend advised me not to send.
It's been 5 months now since the brake up and I'm still sad.
And the fact that we go to University together and I see him practically every day doesn't help here.
When he saw me in the hallway few months after the brake up, he pretended that he didn't know me. So,
I started to pretend the same way. Now, however, I see that he's changed his policy and he's constantly looking at me.
I'm trying to ignore, but it's hard.
Well, I want him back, but I don't want to send him anything. I'm frightened of his reaction, or, perhaps, his lack of it.
Is it possible that he will return or even contact me?
And what were his reasons for the brake up?
Is he gone for good?
I just don't know what to think anymore or how to act