I don't what advice or comfort I'm looking for I just need to vent (sorry this might be a novel). Basically my girlfriend and I had a serious fight and she has taken every oppurtunity to postpone talking to me about this. Today was even her birthday and told me she did not want me to come to a club with her because it was just her and her girls ..... yet her girlfriends brought their boyfriends..... I know, dont even say it! Anyway, obviously I think shes cheating on me. To summarize why:
1. She has been dropped off at my house by a friend of hers but instead of just doing it infront of my house they drop her off down the street.
2. She doesn't want me to go out with her (to clubs, hangout, whatever)
3. Shes put a password on her phone
4.She doesn't respond to certain text messages infront of me anymore.
5. If someone calls her when shes with me depending on who it is she'll end the conversation as fast as possible and tell them she'll call them back later.
6.She doesn't wear the jewlery I bought her anymore.
7. Shes less intimate
8. She gets easily annoyed.
9. She doesnt text me at all unless I text her first, even then it takes half an hour for her to message me back.
10. She tells me she home one night and then the next day she apparently slept over at her friends house.
11. She doesnt say I love you anymore.
I know everybody its obvious right? Shes playing me, she doesnt love me, I'm wasting my time, I'd be better off without her. I cant leave her for some reason. I hate my self evern more every day and to be honest I have had some what questionable thoughts about life at this point. I don't know what to do. All my friends say shes cheating, alll her friends say theres no way. Please someone feed me bullshit about how I am completely wrong and I'm just being paranoid.
I haven't slept or eaten in four days .... this is really killing me