Alright... so my issue is that I've fallen for someone who isn't available. I read other posts like this but my situation is a little different.
I met this girl a little while ago and I was attracted to her from the start. As soon as she said the word boyfriend tho I decided to try and back off a bit cause I didn't want this to happen...
We've been fine as friends for a while, I was doing well in not getting emotionally attached. But things kinda changed... she said she really needed a place to stay and asked if I could be her roommate.
My INSTINCTS told me no. But... my desire to help her won. So now we've been living together for a while, and things were fine.
Here's where it gets weird; we started sleeping together (actually sleeping not sexual) and this has begun to lead to cuddling, holding hands, etc. One night she basically told me she wanted to have sex but didn't want to be a cheater. We came close to kissing but I stopped because I told her I'd respect her relationship. She would run her fingers through my hair and caress my chest and pull me in tightly. She told me if she were single she would give me a chance.
And this is where I started developing feelings... I thought she may have had feelings as well otherwise she wouldn't act like this. I don't know what to think. Basically it is now known that I like her and she said she wouldn't date me unless she were single. Which I understand and knew from the beginning but now I'm left wondering why she even got that close to me.
So now I don't know what the hell to do. I'm pretty beat up because of my feelings for her, but I know it would hurt too much to live with her. I don't want to abandon her and tell her to move out either.