Living a life without girls

[Mard]

This is my story:

Firstly i am 27 years old now and i have never been close any girl in my life

Basically i was born in saudi arabia and we lived in very isolated area almost in the middle of desert, so for 16 years living there we had no neighbours that were girls, i have no sisters, only two brothers. The schools in saudi arabia were segerated since grade 1, the only contact i might have had with girls was in kindergarten but i dont remember that at all. Then age of 17 i am came to Canada, now in Canada there were a lot a beautiful girls all around. However me being so different coming from a very different place with almost no girl contact all my life, i was scared of girls for the next atleast 5-6 years in Canada, then at age 22 I got my first part time job, that job helped me a bit get my confidence and atleast talk to girls, however i was no where near the confident level to date a girl, In college i was pretty much a loner, didn't talk with girls there, again mostly because of having no confidence.

Now I am 27, i am probably in the best position to date a girl now that i have been all my life. However there is still some feeling at the back of my mind that scares a bit. Mostly because i have no experience in this field.

Is my story harsh???? some times i feel sorry for myself, I feel like my life has been wasted

I wish I could be normal like other guys in talking to girls, but my childhood without girls totally effected me mentally

[Mish]

You mean that, you get scarred by the prospect of talking to them?