I need this tonight so I wanted to give others an opportunity to do the same. Sometimes you want to tell someone who broke your heart off and very properly but it usually creates more drama than what it's worth. However, we can do that here instead. It's healthier.
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How ****ing dare you torment me for over a year knowing how I felt about you, you stupid, selfish asshole, dragging me along as if I were your always-available doll that you could take me out of the box whenever you wanted. How dare you expect after you crossed so many lines with me that I would never want more, never question what was going on in your head? You ****ed with my head, my heart and my mind, my soul and I want to hate you so badly. You don't deserve me and I am so glad I finally woke up to that fact. You have caused me such pain in my life and some real damage that I have to work for lord knows how long to repair. Get a ****ing life you stupid, arrogant asshole moron and let me live mine!!!
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Ahh. That feels better.