I had been a picture of pure bliss 3 years ago...until 3 days ago. I left him...because I need to. I am so tired and dying of his failed promises to be with me. I never begged nor asked for them. he himself made them...all I could do is wait. But i think I can't give him another chance to hurt me again. I have the purest and sincerest love for him but I feel like he only plays with my feelings. It's almost unbearable sometimes just to think of the days and nights I'll miss his voice and the picture of that happy future with him. It really is so painful....