is been just about 2 years that I have been broken up with my ex. We havent talked since until last week when i get an email from her
what should i do? here is the email
btw, i have a gf now
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i was thinking about you the other day. its been a while huh? i cant tell you that ive missed you every day since we stopped talking, but its somewhere in the ballpark. i thought i owed it to you to let you know that i am in a happy relationship now. i have been in this relation for just over a year and now my boyfrined and i are planning to get married. i thought you should know. i thought i should be the one to break you this news. i still care about you and you hold a special place in my heart that will never go away. that you should remember, if time has managed to erase our memories for you.
i dont know what you are up to these days. at times i wonder if you went on with your plan to pursue happiness in the wild, away from everyone. or perhaps you found someone who can understand you better than i ever did. but it also scares me sometimes to think if you still exist. i gather myself together though for you were the one who once told me what it means to 'exist' and to 'live'. i hope you have not changed the way you used to carry your stream of consciousness, how you used to smile and make others smile. i hope the world around you hasnt gotten the best of you and you have learnt to contain your impulse to implode. its all hopes and dreams from here on.
i think i may cry if i continue writing to you like this. i guess i have to before i can go on with the decision that i have made for my life. though, you and i both know, nothing is written on stone. no matter what direction our lives take, things will merge together at the end and it will all be clear for all to see. i am always here for you.