So, basically this has been going on for a while, I had this major crush on this girl.
We never got really close, but at a point we got veeeery physical at a point.
This is when I got pretty lazy and just thought "Okay.. she's interested, nice" I never kissed her though, she initiated a few kisses on the lips but that's that. After 4 of those nights, she withdrew ALOT, she just grew cold and friendly on me. That was a month ago or so. Still, I thought, no biggie.
But now, an aquantaince of both of us started chatting her up alot, and just tonight they ended up getting eachothers number and at the end of the evening they started making out for about 10 minutes infront of me, it hurt VERY much, especially when she acted just nice to me like nothing happened.. When I walked her to her bike I just casually mentioned them and she said: "Yeah, we might end up being together, I always have a good time with him..."
So, I know I ****ed up badly, and missed alot of oppurtunities, I was always waiting for the right moment, but now I realize I should have just done what this guy did and I would have her by now.
Still, I don't wan't too give up if there's still a little hope as the making out happened under influence of heavy alcohol. Is this worth saving? Should I still try to get close to her and ask her out or should I walk away, don't show my face again and start healing?