Unbelievably heartbroken
So just when i'm starting to feel ok about myself... come to find out that the girl of my affections who had already broken my heart once, lied to me about a "family reunion" she went to last month and that she really went to see her (on and off) bf... And that it was at that time where they kissed and made up (literally and figuratively) and that she decided once again that he's the only one for her. I am incredibly distraught right now, and it's become so bad that I've started to drink each and every night, by myself. It's ridiculous.
Be careful with your heart, because when someone seems too good to be true, they usually are.