Two days ago my gf and me were resting in my room. We were on my bed and we weren't doing anything other than just resting after we came back from the park. Then after a while, we kissed a bit and it lasted for quite a while. I seldom get to french kiss her and getting to kiss her for more than a good 30secs is like striking the lottery to me.
So anyways, while we were kissing, I suddenly had the urge to put my hands into her shirt and started to massage her breast and then gradually to her nipples. I then gently moved my lips down to her chest. She did not resist at all like she normally would. Her eyes were closed though I don't know if she is enjoying or not. This is the first time and the furthest we have ever done in our 4, going 5, years relationship! Other than that, our sex life is totally zero. So just as my lips had landed on her chest, the phone in my room rung. geez! I thought this only happens in movie! We could have gone on longer if the phone did not interupt.
She was like suddenly "awake" from posession and immediately pull her shirt down and was very angry. I apologised but she was mad at me for doing that the whole night even after she went back her home.
Yesterday we met for dinner. She looked like she has returned to normal. Then somehow as we were talking, she suddenly said that I was such a pervert two days ago and that I was so daring to do that on her. I explained to her that I thought she was enjoying it but she replied that she wasn't and that I shouldn't do it anymore. She thinks that I did that out of lust and not love and even added that she will leave me if I were to do this to her again! It was very hurting when I heard this. I couldn't sleep the entire night as my heart was aching.
I am very puzzled about this whole thing. When we were doing it, why didn't she stop me immediately if she didn't like it? She pushes me away all the time when I get touchy on her. The whole process wasn't a five ten seconds thing. We are both virgins and we have no experiences in these but she is so against this that she said she would leave me if this happens again! She thinks that I am a pervert and I may show off to my friends about it. I told her that I wouldn't be so silly to tell my friends about something which is so private between us but she just doesn't believe me. She also thinks that I will eventually go down on her and then get all that I need. I am such a big pervertic monster to her. LOL.![]()
Is she right that I am being pervertic and I am abnormal? Ladies out there, could you explain to me why didn't she resist if she don't like it? And why is she mad?
OMGGG! I don't think I'll dare to do it anymore anyways.![]()