Ok so, i've just started seeing this girl. But i have to admit im not that interested in her, yet i keep leading her on. She texts me quite a bit and i always text back... She sometimes texts me things like 'I wish i was with you' etc and i always reply 'I wish i was with u too'.
I feel like shes falling for me already, and subconsiously im making this happen on purpose. Im not a nasty person, i just feel i can do better. I can see me sleeping with her and then not having contact with her anymore, i thought i was better than that... She went to get out of the car the other day, and i knew she wanted a goodbye kiss, so i called her back for a passionate kiss.
She's actually quite a strong person on the outside, im not sure about inside. I think im either doing all of this just to break her, or im just seeing how far i can push. Im so confused as i also think subconsiously i want her.
Long story short, on the outside to her im like the perfect guy. But on the inside to myself i feel like the devil just practising my skills of manipulation...
Hit me with what ever you got, i wana know.
Thanks.
p.s. sorry if all of this is confusing, im just saying whats in my head.