Please answer-feeling upset

[Zoe]

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[miSSleepy]

It sounds normal. You're not happy in your relationship - that's a fact, had you seen the wedding page or not.
Back in 2002 you had a good relationship. And now you're reminded of that. But that was a long time ago, this guy could have changed drastically anyway, and besides, he's married.
Leave him be, and fix yourself up. Think about the relationship now, and end it if you're not happy. And by the way, stop googling this other guy and/or looking at his websites because you'll onyl beat yourself up more.