Just take it easy. That's all. We all know you are under an extraordinary amount of pressure. I am too right now, because of a 'love' situation. But I still don't flip out at people. If you do that, then you will most likely spoil your chances of being with this girl. You could scare her, or she may 'hear' about it.
Zekk was just giving some attitude. Attitude in a funny way. You just misunderstood him. If you had seen the words come out of his mouth in real life you would have been able to read his body language and understand he did not mean it as an insult. Everyone on this forum is good hearted. We all just have our little quirks. We are as you say, Human.
Your friend,
"I still find each day too short for all the thoughts I want to think, all the walks I want to take, all the books I want to read, and all the friends I want to see."
- John Burroughs