So, I'm never horny anymore...
and I think I'm gonna eventually drive my boyfriend to cheat. He always say no(of course) but I'm still worried it may happen.
I have so much mood swings I am going through right now which I know deals with the pregnancy, but it really is worrying me.
My boyfriend is always horny(We haven't had a good sex session in a while)and it is annoying me. When I do try to have sex with him, it is painful as hell and I end up with stomach cramps and a bangin headache.
My nipples and stomach are VERY sensitive and the slightest touch of them feels outrageously painful so of course I am unable to be turned on the slightest.
We tried to have sex the other night and it felt like my image of what rape would be like without the actual force.
And to top it off, my boyfriend is not a fan of gettin head. Dont know the real reason, but he really doesnt care for it or want me doing it.
I dont know how I'm supposed to please him if I am not horny. I dont feel right forcing myself to have sex with him. I reaaallllyyy dont know what to do and the stress of thinking about him finding some sex elsewhere is tearing me to shreds. I know that has to do with my insecurity though.
I know he is understanding about it, but I think he'll eventually get sick of me turning him down all the time.
Any suggestions?
..::.*Love is giving someone the ability to break your heart but trusting them not to*.::..