just venting and thinking out loud a bit...

[BillyGalbreath]

...Billy ... u worry about females too damn much ... everythin's about a bitch ... no offense, you know that ... but it's usually a bitch that sets you off ... gotta be happy w/ urself before u can be happy with someone else ...

My happiness comes from being with someone and making them happy. I am remotionally dependent. Always have been... prolly always will be.

Anywho... elena calls me last night and I told her how I felt about her dragging me back and forth like a yo-yo and that i dont appreciate her using me to buy her things. she got pretty defensive pretty quick - which was expected seeing that I snapped at her.. Ok, so.. i basically told her i was going to back off since i WAS the one that initiated it all, and i asked her to back off too until she can figure out what she wants. We came to an agreement on that and that was that.

ok- well then. She calls me like 5 minutes ago and asks me if I am ok. I said "yeah" like always and then she goes "good ! i was a bit worried there. I dont remember anything we talked about last night cause i was stoned off my ass and i just thought i said something to make you upset so i was calling to see if you were ok." i then told her "nah, you didnt say anything wrong." which is the truth. I was the one, yet again, that initiated the conversation. the reason the convo went sour was because i made it go sour.

Ok, so we talked for like 10 minutes about nothing and how she is grounded or some weird shit. Which is really weird because she's 18. Her mom was mad that she went out last night, but she doesnt know elena was high. Anyways, she said she wasnt going to be able to hang with me this weekend and she said "i miss you already." were her exact words.. so yet again.. mixed signals because she was too ****ed up when we talked about it to remember we ever talked about it.

I didnt try to start the conversation again, nor am i going to try in the future. i am just going to go on my way and not say anything to her. when.. IF, she trys to kiss me again i will back away. I wont put my arms around her, or anything of the nature. We are friends. And thats as far as its going to be. When and If she is ready, she will let me know. But i know that right now she isnt ready.

So BLAH. kinda good news, kinda bad. take it as you will. I've already taken it like i wanted. i let it all go...

[I BabyGirl I]

I read that, I don't know if she is only civil to you if you buy her thing's she's totally using you. "I miss you already " ?? Are you kidding me she's just upset that you aint here to shower her in gifts. Watch your ass hun

[Zekk_T_Strife]

And you are..... Definately noone anywayz ...

Well don't we just think the world of ourself? I'm amazed at the sheer size of the ego inside the tiniest of minds. Tooshort is definitely a more valuable member than you're turning out to be.

[I BabyGirl I]

That's nice, I am not tryin to impress anyone anyways they don't like how I act I don't really care actually. More valuable member? lol ook.

[Kiechi]

Wah this thread completly changed... guess it can't be helped. BTW if you want to post your britany spears thread thing I suggest you create a new thread instead of spamming it in here >.>

[I BabyGirl I]

I haven't posted it in here have I? No, Rest off me ok? Who the hell are you anyway? I DO NOT spam either. *he/she/it is on ignore*

[Zekk_T_Strife]

I DO NOT spam either.

You really have to be joking here, you can't say that with a straight face.

[I BabyGirl I]

You really have to be joking here, you can't say that with a straight face.

Here's the Def of Spamming Unsolicited e-mail, often of a commercial nature, sent indiscriminately to multiple mailing lists, individuals, or newsgroups; junk e-mail. I do NOT do that! When I post I talk with the subject and I do not talk about nonsense.

[blue_moon2]

no offence.. but do u really have 2 have that really big image of urself with pink around it?

ill end up seeing pink spots everywhere..

ur picture is all i seem 2 see in this forum now.

[Zekk_T_Strife]

I wouldn't read that if someone payed me to rofl, too long for me my brain would hurt before I got half way through it ... teehehe..

Forget about this darling little post? Spamming isn't just limited to e-mail.

Spammer.

[I BabyGirl I]

Forget about this darling little post? Spamming isn't just limited to e-mail.

Spammer.

You guys sure like to bitch alot, Fine I won't post nomore in the forum's. I am sorry you see pink spots ok go get ur eyes checked. I am done nice meeting you all Noma's I will be on and off to see ur messages and Blue I will call you tonite..


- bye everyone

[blue_moon2]

u take offence 2 easily. like i said... 'no offence'.

chill out.

u dont have 2 go ne where just cool off and dont bite ppls heads off or insult them.

[Kiechi]

I haven't posted it in here have I? No, Rest off me ok? Who the hell are you anyway? I DO NOT spam either. *he/she/it is on ignore*

Um. 1. You completly changed the topic to Britany Spears >.> 2. I believe this is the first time I even remotly spoke to you. Until today I didn't know you existed. 3. Im a he. 4. I dont really give a shit if you ignore me. 4. Im not bothered by it 5. Haha you suck. 6. Go suck your thumb.

[tooxshort]

this girl keeps sayin' that everyone's a nobody on this thread anyway ... like she's a ****in' queen here ... i don't give a **** who she is and whether she thinks I'm anyone important ... but i think posting it is hella stupid ...

[MVPlaya]

I hate people. I hate cheaters. I hate players. I hate users. I hate all these types of people and alot more. These people drive me MAD ! I'm talking to the point that I just want to go on a shooting rage and just shoot everyone of these people thats ever hurt me. But i dont do it. Why ? What stops me ? I dont know.

Why hate 'em?

And why want to kill people?