I am going to be broke.
I made plans earlier to go for a trip in Central-Europe, I have booked all the tickets already. We could have done it with hitchhiking, which seems more fun, but my lazy and rich friends don't like the idea. So I put my last funds into this trip and after that I am going to be broke. God damn hotels are so expensive. So, if anyone lives in Switzerland, maybe he/she can give me a roof for a night? Any ideas?
Its too late to cancel the trip. And then again, I haven't travelled much.
Now I have a girlfriend whom I absolutely adore and need a place to be. And it stresses me even more that her parents are well educated rich people and she is used to have money. I am searching for a proper job at summer, but its difficult times, tons of people without jobs. I lost 30% of my pay on my current night job, which was really small amount even before that.. And this college stuff, summer practice in a firm takes up two weeks, a gap which I cannot afford.. messes up everything. Almost everything I have purchased, is with my own money, my mother couldn't make it by herself also, so I give her money once in a while. My brother has his own job and living but all this is on a loan, I have even lent him some money, which I doubt I will ever see again, and he is going through harsh times also, gosh.
Everything is so difficult, people always asking things, can you do this and can you do that, can you lend me some money, **** this. 100+ promises to fill but lost my will because I am going to be broke anyway. Today I had no sleep because of stress.
Some people will never understand this. People are used to live in their own enviornments, some people have used to have it all at the beginning. I am not one of them.
Funny, few days ago I was feeling just fine...