I am just tired of all those games, judgments, expectations, every time I just get involved in some sort of "you have some flaws" things, if It is me being to horny, or to cold, or not with a good job, or to ambitious,or its just not going to work, or being to persuasive or not being persuasive, or to late, or to early, or just so in the middle so it cant be true, or you are to jerk, or you are to nice, and in the end how come I don't notice her( **** it happened to me on one party I was just standing in the corner minding my business and one woman stand just next to me with her back towards me and typing her phone and slowly pressing me to the corner. So I tried to tell her but she pretended that she don't hear me because of the noise, and when I touched her shoulder (really with no sexual intention) she turned to me and said
on't touch me!!! And everyone around saw that, so there was me being some drunk horny pathetic jerk.And that is not the one example I just had them to many in my life, on job, in social environments,and I am just to tired to try to analyze all that.Something is wrong and I just want to eliminate it out from my life, it doesn't deserves attention anymore.I am not going to pick on female sex, or anything, but I do have my own right, and that right is stay away from me I want my space with no interaction.