I don't know if this should go in here, but I'm doing it anyways, because I feel like doing it.
Ok, so last night I stayed up later than usual working on my network.. Then I watch asome porn for about 30 minutes, then I finally go to bed around 1:30am. Ok, so I am dog tired and I kinda just fell onto my bed and grabbed my pillow (i have three pillows - 2 of them are stacked that I rest my head on, and one I hold in place of where my ex always was) and fell asleep almost instantly. I wake up about 3:30am because my son is coughing up a storm , so I get up to check on him and then cover him up. I then fell back into my bed and grabbed the pillow and this time i dont remember falling asleep.
I was instantly in another world, kinda like a bad acid trip or something. Then things started to normal out, and I couldn't tell I was dreaming.. After awhile of walking around town doing my usual things I realized I was supposed to be chasing a bad guy. And here is the kicker: The bad guy is Freddie Krooger (i cant spell his name, but he is on the movie Friday the 13th).
So I'm going around town fighting this guy everytime I meet him. This goes on for quite awhile until finally I meet this woman at a Starbucks while I'm getting coffee (I love coffee so much i even dream about it - how funny). We did some small talk and stuff then she left the store before I did. When I went outside I noticed Freddie sitting behind a bush waiting for her to come closer to him, so I went up to her and slapped her on the ass to get her attention so she didnt go closer to him. Since this was a dream world of mine, she didn't get upset about this and kinda liked it. I ended up walking her around town a bit as we talked and next thing I know she trns into Elena. Elena is the girl I've liked for quite awhile, but I have 0% chance of being with her. In my dream I didnt freak out about her changing into Elena because it was like it was Elena the whole time.. I cant explain it. its weird..
Anyways.. We end up going to yet ANOTHER Starbucks. So as we are standing in line talking and waiting for our coffee and I start to hold her. My arms are wrapped around her waist like I always do in real life. But this time she lays her head back against my chest to show she is enjoying it. And I started gently rub her hair with my face and whisper into her ear. And all of a sudden she just turns around and kisses me. Just a peck. But I was stunned by it. She didnt say a word and we just looked into each others eyes... Then I went in for another kiss and we just stood there in the Starbucks line kissing passionatly for a good 3 minutes as if I had just gotten back from a long trip and she was waiting for me... Then my alarm clock starts beeping loudly and my dream world faded quickly as I opened my eys and I am laying in my dark room holding my pillow tightly to my chest...
This is the first dream that I've had for almost an entire year. And it was a ****ed up dream, but yet a good dream. Why the **** was I chasing Freddie ?! I loved that fact that Elena was in my dreams, but at the same time I dont. I can't be dreaming of her. I can't be falling for her. She isn't ready for a relationship and I know that. I can't fall for her. It will ruin everything.
But that is why I decided to put this thread in here - it ends with a great kiss. hehe
**But on a lighter note: Elena isn't ready for a relationship because she just got out of one about 2 months ago that was just as strong, if not stronger than the one I got out of 8 months ago. So I know where she is at. Or at least I think I do. But the good news is that we haved talked about the future... And when I get my own place, she wants to move in with me if we are still as close as we are now. Not much was said on that subject, but it was said.
Anyways.. i dont know why i just said that last part... What a ****ed up dream, huh ?!?! lol