Elle, it has been scientifically proven that the Russian girl on the photo is not you. You might as well give up and admit you are a sexually frustrated middle aged man. At least the truth will save you some dignity.
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~