I'm a guy in my early 20s and I haven't been in a relationship yet. I'm not looking for a relationship with an expectation of sex, but rather the feeling of connecting with another human being on a higher level than as a friend.
Anyways, this brings me to my problem. I've tried many times throughout my past to meet women, but when I do, I just shut down. It's just something I can't get to the bottom of for the life of me. I'll talk to a gorgeous girl one day and feel all interested but then the next day, my interest for the girl is almost nonexistent. I feel like I force myself to talk and I can never think of ANYTHING to say. I almost feel like I get to the point where I don't care about meeting anyone whether it be now or 10 years in the future.
When I approach women, I try to approach as a person looking for friendship because the thought of being in a relationship scares the heck out of me. My mindset is that if I get to know this girl well enough, one day in the future, I will try to start up a relationship. Till then, it'll be pretty much platonic. Oh yea, I know this statement conflicts what I said at the start about wanting a relationship, but I can't explain it, I'm just wierd like that.
In the end of it all, I'm just pretty much frustrated and saddened because I don't know what's wrong with me. Am I going crazy??