I love her but she doesn't love me (She's my best friend)

[whitedragon20na]

Yes, it's me again with yet another quandry for advice in my personal life.
I got back a week ago from visiting my best friend Becky in Roselle, IL for two weeks. I learned a lot of stuff about myself that I hadn't realized before. Anyway I fell in love with her like I was afraid was going to happen. Just last night I told her how I feel. I told her I love her and that I just realized that it's been her from the begining, in my heart I believe that she and I are meant to be together. All the relationships I've been in since I've known her she said each time that she had a bad feeling about the other girl I was with at the time. I told her that now I believe that's because deep down in her heart she knows that it's meant to be her. After I said all of that she didn't say much of anything except that she was in shock.
She gave me a list of stuff that she thought I should change about myself and I looked it over and agreed with her on a lot of it. So in the past so many days I've been striving to change that stuff about myself and it's working wonderfully. All my family has been trying to get me to change this stuff about myself for many years and Becky suggests that I do and I do it immediately. There's something there that I've never known before. She said that if I changed myself for the better then she'd be with me if there are feelings for me there.
I really don't know what to do now, I'm afraid and scared. I don't really want to date someone else knowing I love Beca, but I'm not sure if that would be the best descision to make.
What should I do? Any advice will be greatly appriciated.

[SuperTech]

if changed myself for the better then she'd be with me if there are feelings for me there

If there are feelings? What kind of statement is that? If there are feelings, she should be feeling them now. Sounds like she knows you won't change your ways, so she says you guys can be together if you do X, knowing you won't do X (a.k.a carrot on a string). I'm betting you'll accomplish A, B & C and then she'll come up with D, E & F that you should do before you guys can be together.

Any chick that would lay crap on me that I have to do something before I even date them, well, I personally would tell her forget it. But that's me.

[whitedragon20na]

Well actually no it's not that. She said she had mixed feelings for me and wasn't sure about her feelings for me. She has feelings for me she's just not sure how strong. She said the problem was me attitude and how I acted towards her. And honestly I agree with her, I really was no fun to be around, always being upset over something, feeling bad about myself and never actually taking the time to enjoy life and enjoy the time I was there with her. I said it wrong in the first post, so I hope that clears it up for anyone who interpreted it the same way as you.

[Zekk_T_Strife]

Well firstly giving you a list of things you need to chance about yourself is a very rude thing to do to someone. Should she simply suggest some things she felt you could IMPROVE on (not change about yourself) that'd be a lot better.

Either way it should NOT be a prerequisite for her being with you. If it's there it's there, if it's not it's not. If she's having mixed feelings then you bending to her will isn't going to help. It makes it look as though you're desperately seeking approval from her so she'll be with you. Confront her directly about these feelings and get a direct choice, but do not change. You are you, stay that way. Get a yes or no and move on to whichever you recieve.

[nendo]

if u have to change for her to be with u then u shouldn't realy follow it. she should like who u are. not for who she wants u to be. peple can't just change like that. and if so its realy hard.

[whitedragon20na]

The stuff she said I should change is actually quite reasonable. She just gave me a list of stuff that was negative about me and she was right. I was always negative, no fun to be around, boring, always feeling sorry for myself, never listening to others. That's the stuff she said I should change. It's not like she told me to change WHO I AM, just stuff about myself that's unappealing to anyone who knows me.

[nendo]

ok but changing something is changing who u r

[cmanwhore33]

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Good Luck Bro,
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[MVPlaya]

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and

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[cmanwhore33]

What Up?

[Zekk_T_Strife]

Fact is manwhore, paying for a book about testicular upkeep innately makes one a total loser. Also, why such pride in your nuts? They're very ugly things, odd that you'd be so in love with them.

[cmanwhore33]

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[MVPlaya]

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[whitedragon20na]

No shit, I read the first part of the DJ thing and OMG. It's all true, it's all about confidence and knowing that you should not put the girl on the pedistal and place yourself there, because if you make them think they can do better, then they will. Thanks man, best thing I've read in years and a GREAT help.

[MVPlaya]

No problem, I'm very glad to help you.