The Heart Break of Karma

[JarrodHalsey]

Throughout the years, I've done my share of breaking hearts. I've convinced a number of women that I was fully committed to them, only to betray their trust and break their hearts in the end. I've known for years that this bad karma would come back around to me, but I had no idea that it would start quite like this.

On another board, I met a smart, beautiful, sexy and interesting woman who was full of life. We clicked instantly. We talked on the phone and messaged constantly. We even made plans to meet up in out respective cities.

Then it got weird.

One day I texted and called and got no response. This went on for 4 days until late on the night of the fourth day, I see a MySpace bulletin saying she died. I was crushed. Devastated to a level I didn't know existed. I went to post about her death on the other board, but got a bunch of responses I didn't expect.

People were telling me it was a fake. Some woman has stolen someone else's pics, created a persona, made me fall for then, then deserted me. I then went back and looked over all the sketchy details she had given me. And what do you know, none of it added up.

The first day that I accepted the fact that I'd been had, I felt nothing. I know that karma always comes back around 2-fold and when you never expect it. So I wasn't mad or upset. I kinda just felt nothing. But today, I woke up missing her. She intentionally lied, deceived, broke my heart and left me to deal with it by myself.

But the feelings were still real. I could confide in her. I could totally be myself. I could call and text and know that someone was waiting for me on the other end of the line. She stimulated my mind, my heart and my soul. And now she's gone.

I know its foolish, but I can't control my feelings. I don't want her back. I don't want an explanation. I just miss my friend.

[Junket]

Well, that's some shit.

There's some frikkin' strange people out there.

[Tone]

Is it possible she knew about your past lifestyle before this started?

[JarrodHalsey]

I mean anything is possible, but seeing that she joined the site before I did, its highly unlikely.

[misombra]

anybody who would do that must be terribly bored.

[Cain]

It's definitely cruel. The sad thing is there's quite a few people out there.

I remember one story where a 13 year old girl stopped hanging out with a friend of hers down the street and she started talking to this boy online. They had a blast online for about 6 weeks. She had fallen for him. Then one day he started saying she was mean, that no one liked her, that the world would be better off without her, that he never wanted to talk to her again... she hung herself in her closet. And the kicker? The boy was a fake. It was a fake myspace profile created by the parents of the girl she stopped hanging out with as revenge.

[Illusional]

hahah that is interesting. i would have never guess that someone would post a bulletin saying that they had died because they didn't want to deal with a relationship. or maybe it was a prank and you just fell a victim and got caught up in the bullshit in the process.

raverboy

[tooxshort]

It's tough trusting anyone on the internet ... You never know what's real or what's fake. Try using actual dating sites and grabbin' phone numbers ...

The whole myspace thing is BS because I've had a bunch of my friends get their identities stolen for fake accounts ... One person actually added me and commented to me, not knowing I was friends with the person they stole pictures of!

[lesa]

It's definitely cruel. The sad thing is there's quite a few people out there.

I remember one story where a 13 year old girl stopped hanging out with a friend of hers down the street and she started talking to this boy online. They had a blast online for about 6 weeks. She had fallen for him. Then one day he started saying she was mean, that no one liked her, that the world would be better off without her, that he never wanted to talk to her again... she hung herself in her closet. And the kicker? The boy was a fake. It was a fake myspace profile created by the parents of the girl she stopped hanging out with as revenge.

That's insane! I knew a little about that story but did not know it was the parents of the girl that the 13 year old was hanging out with.

Young teens may have fragile self esteem at this period in their life with the identify role issues they go through at this time.

You definitely cannot trust what people say on the internet...In fact I trust no one on the internet . The one online "interest" I had I ask to met up after talking online for about 5-6 weeks. I have no desire to let any feelings develop and for a long period of time without seeing them in person. I have only done it once and I don't know if I would ever do it again.

[tooxshort]

Oh wait .. I reread the post and he said he talked to her on the phone ...

So, she played the role to the MAX huh?

Psycho hose beast ...

[Mish]

There are some young, teenage girls who like to do things like that. Something about seeing how many guys can fall for them while they play around like that.

[lesa]

I too noticed that she also continued this facade, talking on the phone. Truly sick. People are so cruel. Terrible.

[IndiReloaded]

Sorry that happened to you. I wouldn't call it karma, tho, just a sign of the times we live in.

[Lipp]

To hell with the web. Meet people in person.

[JarrodHalsey]

Meet people in person. WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF THAT???