Random Ramblings

[TAVS]

There really needs to be a forum area just for writing random thoughts, whatnot, pertaining to relationship issues. Sometimes people just want to get things off their chest or discuss things that may not have a specific question, may not be heartbroken in nature, etc etc.

Anyway, Love is an interesting thing. I've been single now for a year, I continue to be friends with my Ex. We're in contact (online anyways) just about every day, but at this time we are nothing more than friends. Every time I see her, about once every few weeks, I once again feel deep emotions for her. She looks fabulous and I love being around her. I get jealous, sometimes, when I think shes interested in someone else. Normal, I know....

But heres the thing. We're not right for eachother. I know that, its very clear. We were not happy when we were a couple, and there are things about her that just dont work for me. She always thinks she is right, she can be quite selfish, and a mega 'Itch if you get my drift. There are plenty of times when I find myself asking what I see in this girl. Of course I too have my faults too that contributed to our difficulties, not to make this one sided.

Such a strange dicotamy really. Your brain tells you one thing and yet your heart doesnt want to hear it. It reminds me of a song lyric, "You never stop loving somebody, you just start loving somebody else."

As I hinted at before, I'm not heartbroken, I'm not putting life on hold, or anything like that. Just something I've found interesting and I felt like sharing.

[Tone]

TAVS good to hear from you man.

And I will agree it is interesting... having similar feelings w/ my own ex.

[tooxshort]

I think a lot of relationships have that certain "something" that no one can explain ... No matter how much you try to rationalize it, you simply can't ...

Good to see ya, TAVs ... It's been ages.

[Pears]

Hi TAVS. That just means that you have balls like a man and you're lusting.

[TAVS]

Wow, even Tone is alive. Pears, too funny.

One of these days I'll find time to get out there again, but generally I've just been too busy for dating. Well you know that, I've been MIA

[Junket]

Comin' and goin'.

[Mish]

Good to see you Tavs

[TAVS]

ARGH! Sometimes I want to strangle that woman!

[Gigabitch]

Hey T, good to see you.

I hope you're not letting her stand in somebody else's way. You're too cute to waste.

[TAVS]

Nope, no need to worry. I'm a slave to my work. Each month I sware the following month I will take back my life, someday it will happen. lol.

[Gigabitch]

How's your dog?

[vashti]

Damn, I seem to have missed you.

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[anachronistic]

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[misombra]

tavs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!