well, for the background of the situation, i have not worked out or ran or anything since december. i notice that i have put on a few pounds since then, i am a little self conscious about it, but i really don't care, i just notice.
my buddies (who are also out of shape) invited me to go running with them tonight. so i went, and holy shit. i made it about 1/2 mile without stopping or walking. i thought that was pretty good for me. but when i did have to finally slow down and walk (the rest of the way by the way) my friends kept going. so i kept walking, i was very winded, starting to black out, actually. i had just eaten (pizza) when they came into my room and invited me, so i think that may have been a contributing factor. well, i just kept walking because i didn't feel very good.
i arrived at the arts and sciences building, which is on the other side of campus. that was about 1/4 of the way back. i had to sit down on the bench there because my feet were becoming numb. by the time i had reached the bench, my legs were numb from the foot all the way up to the top of the shin. i sat there for about 5 minutes thinking about this phenomenon. maybe i am worrying, and this is nothing to worry about. maybe it is normal for someone to undergo this numbness when they are out of shape. but i have never felt this before. maybe it's just because i am old. i don't know.
well, i got up, feet still numb, and i walked all the way to the library, while blacking out. i thought i'd make the trip worthwhile and print something out for class, since my friends ditched me, which by the way, i am a little offended about that. well i just got back, i am sorry for the lack of punctuation and perhaps anything i said that didn't make sense, but i am half here. i should take a nap now, but i have a lot of work to do. maybe someone can give me some input about my worries.