just wondering

[sakura102789]

actually im jhonna of philippines
i just search for some online advisers
that can help me solve my uncertainty....

i have been in love with a man unexpectedly
and he became my boyfriend
but our relation didnt click
because he was just force at that time by his friends
thats the reason he courted me....
i was so hurt but still i love the man...

now we are seeing each other
and sleep in same bed
but he had been dating again with her ex-gf
and he didnt court me back.....

i dont know what to do now....
his cousin had court me as well
i feel he is sincere but i am afraid
that i may be fool again
because they are cousins
and i still love my ex-bf....

what is my best move i can do?
what do you think?
kindly help me...

[Illusional]

two things here before we get started...

damn shorty, i was going to say that i though that this author was your wife...

secondly, miss sakura... do you know what sakura means??

ok, well simply put, this date used you for sex during his second go around. he's already with a girl, but guys always want more. what's better than one beer?? the answer is two beers of course, so what is better than having sex with one girl?? that's right, you guessed it.

shit, if i was the bf person... and my cousin wanted to get laid as well... i would spread the word. i would think that your ex is telling your cousin to chase you too because maybe he'll end up in your pants.

raverboy

[Kiechi]

I know what it means. Cherry blossoms, non?

[Illusional]

correct... cherry blossoms.

raverboy

[sakura102789]

yeah... cherry blossom...
it is my favorite flower... and i like to be called sakura...now another problem is here...what do you think about this....i said yes to my ex cousin he is going good actually opposite with i expect but still im affected with his cousin...his cousin is sincere with me what could i possible do? im starting to like him but my ex doesnt know yet about us....im afraid he would go away with his cousin if he would know...

[Illusional]

what i think?? honestly i have no clue as to what you are referring to.

raverboy

[sakura102789]

maybe you didnt have this kind of love affair raverboy
you dont undertsand what i am telling you...
somehow i am still inlove with my ex but i am having his cousin as my new boyfriend
i am hurt when i see him my ex i mean with another girl eventhough i have found the new one which is his cousin.....

[Illusional]

maybe you didnt have this kind of love affair raverboy
you dont undertsand what i am telling you...
somehow i am still inlove with my ex but i am having his cousin as my new boyfriend
i am hurt when i see him my ex i mean with another girl eventhough i have found the new one which is his cousin.....

haha you make it sound like i've never been in love before...

however, you are right. i don't live my life wishing i was with someone when i'm with another person. that is just unfair to the person that you are dating and it's only fooling yourself. you don't want to be alone, so you take the next offer that comes your way and to your disadvantage it was your ex's cousin. sorry girl, but that's all your fault for putting yourself into the shithole. =)~

raverboy

[Kiechi]

kore wa?


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[Illusional]

kore wa... koko de batakare onano ko eru....

raverboy