I want everyone's opinion on this.
Every time I'm single I go through the same argument with myself:
"You idiot you f*d up AGAIN now we won't have sex for god knows how long!"
"Pft, that girl was toxic. It wasn't worth it. We can do better, look how hot these russian porn girls are, and they're probably everywhere! Just memorize some openers, beat your anxiety into submission and approach them."
"Both of you have no idea what you're talking about. Haven't you had enough pink to realize how futile it is? What about enlightenment, have we given up on that?"
"But what about beauty?"
"What about love?"
"Yeah, you're right, no beauty or love to be gained by merging with the infinite godhead or finding a cure for alzheimers, nope, we better keep chasing tail."
"..."
"God better smell like ****ing vanilla."
And taste like champagne. Can I get some thoughts on what I want? Otherwise I may spend the next few months peacocking myself and keeping a PUA blog.