I finally did it...

[Tiffy4269]

I left my b/f a message telling him we need to make arrangements about the apt and getting his stuff.

I have been tearing up since it happened. I never wanted to make that call but after 6 weeks of being in limbo, someone had to make the next move. The question now is what is going to happen next, b/c I had to leave him a message and I did not talk to him directly?

This just really sucks b/c I am really hurting.

[anachronistic]

we can't answer that question for you, because we don't know. things always turn out, one way or another, don't worry.

[Gigabitch]

Good for you, Tiff. I suggest you try not to be alone with him there when he's getting his stuff- it'll be too hard. Do you have someone to hang out with during this transition?

[Tiffy4269]

I dont know anyone where we moved to. I was just in the process of trying to make new friends at my work when i got fired. i really dont know what is going to happen b/c his phone is turned off so i really dont know when he will get the message or what he plans on doing? this is so weird how this is happening

[Gigabitch]

DO you have a lease? I think you might want to seriously consider getting out of there. Things are just not working out for you. Maybe you just weren't meant to live there.

[DoesntMatter]

I left my b/f a message

At first I thought you left your BF a massage. The spelling is so close

Cheer up Tiffy

[Tiffy4269]

We do have a lease that isnt up until september. another thing i talked to him about originally and he was fine with it b/c he really liked the place. its not to say i didnt like where we lived. i just always have questions and want to make the best decision. i listened to him and we agreed on this place now he has been gone all this time in a place he wanted so much.

i just dont know how i am going to deal with this. i really feel like i dont have it in me to go through all of this. i am not emotionally/mentally/physically prepared.

[Gigabitch]

Well, I guess you're about to find out if you have hidden strengths. A lot of people are much tougher than they think they are. I hope you're one of them.

[Tiffy4269]

easier said than done. i still cant believe how this is all happening. it doesnt feel 100% real b/c i dont feel any closure from anything. doing what i did really didnt open any door b/c i didnt talk to him, we havent made plans about our place and set any date for anything. i still feel in limbo

[Gigabitch]

Well, at least you're moving in the right direction. He seems to be avoiding the whole issue, which is ridiculous.

Are you religious at all, Tiffy?