jut going to delete this now, but yeah 1) i said i wasnt going to send it to her 2) im not asking for help on hooking up, ive got that whole thing under control 3) i wasnt paying attention to spelling or trying to spellcheck something thats not going anywhere, and that is that long. 4) im not emotionally sad or depressed at all, i was just trying to express how i feel about her