Hey guys, I havent posted here in a long time, but once again I need an outlet where I am annonymous. And this is all I could remember. If you loko at the last time I was here, it was over a girl, whom I had been hanging out for a long time and asked her on two seprate occasions for more but met with the "only a friend" response
I slowly cut myself off, I stopped talking to her and so on, because it was just too painful for me to.
In the last couple of months, FINALLY after nearly a year, I am with a girl who actually likes me for who I am and values me. And I'll be honest, in the looks department, shes the "out of my league" kind.
Sadly, i ran into the first girl at an event a few nights back and its all come rushing back to me. Shes begun talking to me again, and to put it simply, once again, Im being torn up.
The fact is, this new girl, she may be a looker and a half, but shes not all that n the brains department. The first one, I connected with her on an intellectual level, she was shorter, heavier, and not the best looker, but had that "cute" value.
I know I wont ever have anything with her, what I am asking of you people on here is, how do I stop it???? How do I stop thinking about her, I have much better things my way now right? So why do I keep thinking about something that wasnt even a relationship over a year ago!
So yeah, any words of wisdom to strike some sense into me are greatly appreciated!