I think that Kiwi weirdo has been trying to send packages to my house!

[My Coffee Cup]

I may have accidentally giving my location away via YouTube, although not my full address, but near enough. It seems that if you upload a video to YouTube from a mobile phone, it often has a location listed. This isn't the case with a laptop, but mobiles use different software. I don't know why that happens, but anyway, that's what happens. I'm not sure if my address is listed on 'general election' type websites, but if so, I'll have to get that removed. Now I did not really know about that security flaw, until now. He has harassed my friend in the past by sending people to his home via fake ads he placed on Gumtree and really, I should have called the New Zealand authorities long ago.

People (him included) have been subscribing to my channel with hidden accounts whenever I resurface and they know it's me. You cannot block hidden accounts, unless you know what the account links are. For example, if you are sitting in Central Park in New York City, your phone has your video location as being roughly where you are when you record or upload that clip. And it's stupid how Google doesn't allow you to view hidden subscribers. Surely you have a right to know who is linking themselves to your YouTube channel, social media profiles and whatnot.

I've been getting emails about a package that I need to sign for. I don't recall ordering anything from Amazon or any other websites, and I have received all my recent purchases from Amazon, so I have no idea what this is. I did order organic juice, but that was with an account that has my parents' address. I'm not going to sign for any packages, unless I know where it's from. I've also been getting a few lost password emails again, although not that many, because it takes time to complete the verification games now with those type of emails, and someone wanting to spam me wouldn't be able to sit there for hours and send me a lot of them at once. Today, I got a message with a tick saying I signed for a package when I did not, and the email address was linked to my AOL one, which that guy has spammed many times already. The site just stated that I had a package, but what's in it, I don't know.

But, yeah. Never sign for mail unless you know what it is. He'll likely try to send me a box full of his feces, or worse yet, a letter with threatening statements. Although I doubt sending an explosive device is possible. This guy is sick and twisted either way. For over a year now, he has been harassing me all across the Internet. It's really worrying that you get people out there who are actually like that, and who seriously have nothing better to do with their life than feeling like the world owes them something in return for being nothing but a jackass. So they enjoy trying to mess up other people's enjoyment. They shouldn't be pitied though - they should be executed!

[dollhouse]

Get your police on to this before it gets too out of control...as in packages actually, show up at your front door. Don't even open the emails, and never open the packages.

[My Coffee Cup]

It's weird, because the email I got said it was delivered. I'll have to ask the concierge. I didn't sign for any mail, but I did get an email about it. I did order some stuff to do with rabbits a while ago, but I'm certain that all of those items got delivered.

In recent weeks, I've had some people making videos about me on YouTube and dissecting what I had to say about another guy they were mocking, who now mocks me along with them, after finding out about my Encyclopedia Dramatica page. Oh, they claim that using my video reactions to reply falls under fair use. But I'm not going to help anybody again, because by doing so, I usually get made to look like a jackass. They were slagging him off because he said that Resident Evil is a dead franchise and kept posting videos about it. These are just his opinions. If there's one thing I know about fanboys, they will defend anything a company does, no matter how lousy it turns out. This is why I don't like fan forums anymore.

Maybe when my Internet contract runs out next year, I won't bother renewing it. I'm tired of their horse crap anyway.

[lovebroken]

Can you make your videos private, Peter just for people who follow you? Sorry people are still bothering you, you'd think in summer they'd have better things to do with their time. What losers they are, just laugh at them and keep on living your life.

[My Coffee Cup]

I used to unlist my acting videos, but then if I posted them on any websites he already knew of, he would likely be watching my every move, so he would still get the links if I embedded them anywhere. The only way around that would be to post them on sites he hasn't heard of, with a new video hosting account, but just don't title the videos under their proper names. That way, I'm just a user among millions of people and he won't know me from Adam when he is trolling around on Google.

My mother has often told me that I need to disappear now, but I think my problem is that I let things in life get to me too much, and I'm unable to stay silent about it all, so I'd likely say something that leaves another trail. So I guess all those new pseudonyms and proxy servers I use doesn't change a thing. In real life, I don't even have support workers any longer and I don't think my social worker cares when it comes to seeking out new support workers. For whenever he did find people, I gave them up.

This troll always seems to discover my whereabouts. Like when I kept talking about how I was mad at the people running the IMDb over them not adding uncredited roles on Sylvester Stallone's page, because I was the first guy to find him in several films. As far as I know. He came here to Love Forum and started abusing us. He also joined Wikipedia and FANDOM over and over again, to hassle me. He is on FANDOM now, as Blondee. He edited the same pages after closing his previous account. Wow! Could he not make it any more obvious?!

The people running the IMDb insisted they needed more proof before the credits could be added, but I've had to admit defeat and accept that the site is bull crap, and they won't re-add them no matter how many threads I post. I'm sure somebody got the credits removed out of jealousy. I'd even been putting evidence of his appearances in these films on YouTube and people from a Sylvester Stallone Facebook group were even stealing a video I had uploaded. It came out faulty for some reason, so it didn't even format. Yet because the film I took it from is so rare, they ripped it off my page. And I know the guy who did it actually knows Stallone from being an extra in his movies. To be honest, I kind of wish I hadn't bothered telling anyone that Stallone was in films such as Downhill Racer or MASH. Excetera. All it did was attract abuse. However, I thought 'knowledge was for sharing' and I guess that's what I get in return for helping out Rocky Balboa's and John Rambo's countless fans. Laugh out loud: Mission accomplished!

The whole point of me showing people videos is to get praise, and critique, although I think when people see that I have a disability, they just think they're all nonsense by default and move on with their day (but not before down voting them). "Gimpy" sends me lost password requests, although he does that more so to be a nuisance. Sometimes, you don't have to know a user's email address to get verification messages sent to their inbox. Someone just has to know the person's ID, but with those annoying verification games now, nobody has the time to send off a lot at once (referred to as mail bombing).

I must say though, it's not like me to be jealous of people I don't even know personally, but I do envy the fact that the guy I stuck up for has 3K followers on his YouTube channel. I mean, I did Resident Evil related rants before with just a web cam, but no-one noticed me. Well, I think his web cam is a bit better than mine is, but he's nobody special either. Unfortunately, my drive gets full up quickly because it's not that large, but starting from scratch isn't going to do a thing to help me build an audience, since so many YouTubers have more content, and superb editorial skills, and you can understand their accents. Plus, people that liked the older games may not necessarily be interested in the modern day ones. And as I said, fanboys who populate these type of message boards are poison.

The police took my other laptop away ages ago because I once again contacted a woman who used to be my support worker, but I really haven't got a clue how to do fancy backdrops and like I said, to most international viewers, they won't be able to follow my voice. To be honest, I often talk like my lips have been sedated. It's just how I speak. I'm also not charismatic, or good looking either. People will think I'm just some lonely, disgruntled nerd, trying to be noticed through my opinions, because that's exactly why they were picking on that other guy.

Even though I've been on the Internet for a few decades, I still get treated like I'm a complete beginner. Maybe I ought to just accept that a digital life isn't for me. It's a Catch-22 situation, because I'm not popular "in real life" at all and at least online, it's easier to chat to people. I'm not socially clued-up and I'm certainly not popular with the ladies. I've sparked up some good conversations with escorts, but we all know why they are being nice. You don't have to equate that for them being caring people, although it's really all about one's personality and not everyone is going to like you in life.