I mess it up when I'm in love

[Hooo!]

Ok. This is usually not the way it works “expressing your feelings”
You can express your feelings (and you should) if you are in an intimate and strong relationship with her.

Let’s say it’s the other way round. Some girl always wants to do something with you and always pesters you about going out or something. And then she feels you are ready and expresses her feelings to you
How attracted would you be to said women?
Exactly that is the reason why you at the moment don’t have contact with said girl.

I can’t give you “the Tipp” or something “you can use” if there was such thing as the 7 magical words I’d be rich living on an island.

And you did btw not convince her to leave anything open. She said that to get rid of you. Her behaviour betrays that intent.

Maybe she would have been open to cheating on her bf, who knows. But not if you display such low value and go chasing after her.

Go for her friend? She seemed interested enough.

[phobt]

Her friend? What friend?

EDIT: I agree with all you said even though it hurts. Still, im gonna text her tomorrow. How should I initiate?

[madotnw_nihs]

Sorry Pal. I think this is a lost cause. Even if she doesn't have a bf, you came across way too creepy and needy. Most girls don't want these type of guys. When you see someone you like next time, be confident but don't do same things you did here.

[phobt]

I know buddy, still you know... I couldnt help it... It was just how I felt.... I was kinda.... vulnerable...

EDIT: She has a bf, ive seen him

[Hooo!]

Be thankful you have got to know her and be thankful it’s over

There are a lot of beautiful fun intelligent girls out there who can make you laugh. This one is not for you. Maybe in the next life.

[phobt]

so far in my life, she's the best i found. Do u feel me now...?

[Hooo!]

I do
And still
Be thankful you have got to know her and be thankful it’s over

There are a lot of beautiful fun intelligent girls out there who can make you laugh. This one is not for you. Maybe in the next life.