Ok..I've been dumped after 5 years by a woman I considered to be my soulmate, I am just broken by it and have been having some pretty dark thoughts about my personnal future, to me I've lost my soulmate, my lover and my best friend all in one go, I'm not interested in starting again with someone else, let's face it how do you trust anyone these days....for the sake of my kids I need to get back to some sort of normality but I don't know how, I'm so confused by it all and I've been deeply affected by it all....anyone have any words of wisdom??