So everything was going great. He was treating me nicely. But he says he isn't in love with me for a long time. He doesn't want to breakup.
I've been quite depressed since that. I have no idea where he truly stands with me. How committed is he really? Is that a real reason we're not married and not some other excuses?
Should I just be grateful he is honest and is trying to save our relationship? Am I over-reacting if I feel I can't trust him? Am I too insecure if I'm afraid he'll cheat on me or I'm not good enough?
Why am I in love after so many years and he isn't? What can I do for him to make him fall in love? How do I stop being resentful? What is really going on in his head? Why he told me that?
I talked to him and wanted explanations but didn't get anything or didn't understand him. He loves me but is not in love and won't marry me because it's a piece of paper and he has no expectations but that things between us are good and we have lots of sex.